unveilingthebeautywithin

The beginning of this month i hit 174.  That was a HUGE thing for me!!  I am ok with not losing anymore this month.. yes there have been several times that i have been aggravated that im not seeing my hard work pay off.  I have decided that im not going to be aggravated or disappointed anymore.  I am proud of how far i have come and am in this for the long haul.  This is about me getting healthy and changing my life.  I’m not quiting and never giving up!!  I know i can do this even though i don’t get what i want when i want it.  I now know i have it in me to do this.. there in no turning back!!! 

I have been good counting my calories and working out.. i guess i was hoping for an immediate loss.  Nope still maintaining.. bleh.  TOM still hasnt come which i am calling my doc about today.  Hopefully the scale isnt moving due to bloating and once this is over with it will drop a few pounds!! :oD

1.Get to the gym 3 times.

2.Write down anything and everything that i eat.  Start counting my calories again.

3.Don’t be discouraged if i have another maintain this week.  I expect it from all the bloating. :oP

4.Be proud of what i have accomplished and know i can reach my goal.

5.Just get back in the game 100%!

Haha man i am nothing but bad news lately!!!!  My hubby has been sick for days and now i think our son and i got whatever he had.  Yuck.  I am still all bloated and am thinking i might call my doc about this.  I hate feeling so stuck and on hold with my weight loss.  I have been working out so hopefully that is helping me get somewhere. 

Blah.  I have been bloated for what seems to be 3 weeks now.. maybe that is an exaggeration!  TOM is a week late (100% sure im not prego) and i have been bloated for that whole week.  Yuck.  Yesterday and today i havent even written down my calories.  Everything i have eaten though i have been counting in my head.  I feel so yucky and keep wanting to eat everything.  I HAVE been working out though and yesterday actually got some new workout clothes because all mine are falling off due to the 31 pounds i have lost!!!  I am excited to wear them tomorrow!  I am aggravated that the scale isnt moving and knowing that it wont be moving any time soon because TOM will come eventually.  Yuck, yuck, yuck, sometimes i really hate being a woman. :oP

It only took me a month to get there. :oP I ran around the block a few times until my ears got so cold there were throbbing.  I have wierd ear problems but thought i would be fine because it was nice a sunny and just a little windy.  I was listening to music so the wind couldnt really get into my ears but it didnt work. :oP Ohhhh well!!  I still got a workout in and dropped a pound from yesterday.  I have weighed 175 all week and now finally today i am back down to 174.  Now if only i can get to 173 by tomorrows weigh in!!

I am ready to get this ball rollin’ again!! :o)  Thanks to all my great Buddies on here.. i just don’t know how i would get through without you!! :oD 

 I loved The Biggest Loser last night.  The Brown team made me cry twice.  I just loved it how everyone was helping and concerned with Ron.  Brown team is my favorite hands down!  I just think this is a great season altogether.  Not as much drama as last season which i know some people like but not me!  Something Tara said really stuck with me “If you want to change your life do it and do it now!!”   Well.. i DO want to change my life so i AM going to do it and do it NOW!!  Who’s with me?!

I am dying to see the scale move!!!!!!  I know it’s my fault that it’s not.  I havent worked out in weeks.  I am sticking to may calories for the most part but with zero workouts.  Even if i work out a little i know it will make a diffrence.  I hate it when i get this lazy. :oP  I am going to try and get up a little motivation today to do a workout at home.. i wish i could get to the gym but my little boy has a cough and i don’t want to put him in childcare.  I am always aggravated when im dropping him off there and other kids are just hacking away.  It makes me rethink my workout.

Grrrr it took me a week to get rid of my Mexican food bloat and now TOM is knocking on the door.  So far this month i have lost 1 pound.  Not cool!!!  I was really hoping to hit 169 this month!!  It’s ok though.. i surpassed my goal last month!  I am just happy to be maintaining right now!!!  It still excites me to jump on the scale and see that i am in the 170’s!!  More then half way through the 170’s to!!  I don’t know if ill be able to buy a size 10 dress for my sisters wedding because i have to buy it in about a month.  Fitting into a size 12 dress is a pretty good feeling in itself!  It does stink that whatever i do buy won’t fit me ever again because I AM going to get rid of this weight!  I hope all my buddies are doing good!  I am slowly getting back to myself and my allergies are getting better.  No terrible headaches anymore at least.  Keep up the great work Buddies!! :oD

I went to the doctor and found out that i don’t have a sinus infection it’s just allergies!  I didnt know allergies could make you feel so miserable.  I already take medicine for that so she is switching me to something diffrent.  When they weighed me there it says i am 173 and i was fully dressed (no shoes)!  My doctor brought up my weight loss and said she was impressed!  That was nice to hear!  Well, hopefully by Monday my life will have slowed down a little and i can catch up on some blogs.  Tonight, Saturday, and Sunday i have a lot going on.  I am looking forward to this weekend being over!!!